What if I'm not happy 100% of the time? Does that mean I am guilty of having mood swings? What if it only happens when I'm sick? Am I still guilty? Does it still mean there is something inherently wrong with me or that I am a bad person because of it? Do I need to hide this from everyone I know? Is it necessary to plaster a smile on one's face or even metaphorically do so upon one's writing at all times even if the smile is phony?